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Thursday, June 19, 2014

Overwhelmed

The end of this school year has been an overwhelming time…

I'm overwhelmed by God's faithfulness as I consider His continual provision of the energy needed for each day, the creativity for each lesson, and the wisdom for each moment.

I'm overwhelmed at the thought of starting over again in the fall with new students, a new middle school chapel band team, a new role as Middle School Literacy Coach, and many changes at the middle school.

I'm overwhelmed to think that my small group girls have graduated and are now scattered on three continents.

I'm overwhelmed by the never-ending goodbyes and the unavoidable emptiness left in their wake.

I'm overwhelmed as I consider this time next year, when I'll be the one saying farewell to this community - at least for a year or a season.  I'm overwhelmed by the vast unknown that lies ahead.

But, I'm also overwhelmed by a deep peace as I rest in His promises.  He will never leave me nor forsake me.  He has called me to be strong and courageous.  He will be faithful to complete the work that He's started in me.  He has created me to do good works that He has prepared in advance for me to do.  He who called me is faithful.  That He does not change like shifting shadows, that He is my constant in the midst of change.

And as I consider all that has happened in the past and that I anticipate in the future, I'm overwhelmed with gratitude that you are walking with me in this journey.

God has answered your prayers for my classes this year.
He gave me energy, ideas, and a deep love for my students.



You've made it possible for me to invest in the lives of chapel band students 
so they understand that worship is a lifestyle, not just a song.



You've made it possible for the parents of my students to keep serving,
whether here in Kandern or in faraway places.




You've asked God to encourage me, grow me, and stretch me.
He's used this amazing staff team to do that.




You've prayed with me for my small group girls for four years.
From a distance, you've watched them grow from freshmen to seniors.

I wish you'd overheard the precious conversations I had with these girls' parents, 
some of whom traveled for many hours to see their girls graduate.
These were beautiful "frozen-in-time" moments to remember forever.


You would have sat beside me at the High School Awards Ceremony,
where you would have seen Katie receive the Barnabas Encouragement Award, 
Brianne accept the Female Athlete Award,
and Senior Class President Nara give the Senior Class Gift.


You would have been amazed, as I was,
to hear the beautiful tributes read for each of them at Graduation.
These young women are so thankful to YOU for making it possible
for me to stay at BFA for all four of their high school years.



You've given sacrificially so that I can keep serving here in Germany.


Thank you, dear blog readers, for your support over the past four years!  What a blessing it is - in the midst of an overwhelming end of the year - to consider the ways that you have enabled me to keep doing what I'm doing.  To God be the glory!

Thursday, June 12, 2014

"Write Your Story"

When I first heard the song "Write Your Story" by Francesca Battistelli, I was reminded of BFA's Spiritual Emphasis Week back in September.  Our guest speaker focused on the exact same topic - that God is the One writing the amazing stories of our lives, stories that are meant to be shared as testimonies of His goodness!

I'm an empty page, I'm an open book
Write Your story on my heart
C'mon and make Your mark
Author of my hope, Maker of the stars
Let me be Your work of art
Won't You write Your story on my heart

The middle school chapel band was thrilled to have the opportunity to perform "Write Your Story"as part of the combined middle/high school closing chapel last week.  Each of the 8th graders had a solo, and the others each had a part to play, too.   (Unfortunately. there were some microphone issues.)  Check out the video below!


I can't help but also post this hilarious video from practice…  Since there are a lot of words in this song, I asked the students to speak the words (in rhythm) to practice diction.  This quickly turned into a rap, which I had to record!  



This is my prayer for our eighth graders, the senior class, departing staff and students, and really all of us: that we would continue to let the Author of our hope write His story on our hearts so that we can be His works of art and live lives that are fully committed to Him!

I want my history to be Your legacy
Go ahead and show this world
What You've done in me
And when the music fades
I want my life to say
I let You write Your story, write Your story

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Four Years in the Making

Monday night was four years in the making.  We all knew this day would eventually come, but it's surreal that it has now come and gone.  Our last small group gathering.

When I first agreed to be a small group leader nearly four years ago, I didn't fully grasp what that meant.  They needed leaders, and I sensed God leading me to say yes.  Over the past four years, I have been so blessed by the relationships with these joyful, talented, and Jesus-loving girls!  From book studies to prayer stations, Christmas caroling to sleepovers, I have been personally challenged and encouraged through our time together.

In celebration of our four years together, I planned a progressive dinner from my old apartment, to my current apartment, and around town.  It was bittersweet to relive past memories and consider the unknowns of the future.  One of the highlights of the night was meeting my friend Larisa for a photo shoot around town, ending with ice cream at the beloved Eis Cafe.

In this time of inevitable closure, transition, and farewells, I am grateful that the same God who sustained us for the past four years will continue to lead and provide as we part ways.

So, to my small group girls of the past four years:  May your "radical crazy love" for others bring Him honor and glory!  I'm proud of you and can't wait to hear your stories of the adventures ahead as you continue to pursue Christ.  Love you!

Stop 1:  Appetizers and a slideshow of the past at my former apartment 

Stop 2:  Dinner and a gift (recipe/photo book) at my current apartment

 Stop 3: Photo shoot around town





Stop 4: Dessert at the Eis Cafe